Victim-X
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VictimX14:
Hi
VictimX14:
I figured I would PM you so we could talk in private.
Evil_Sarah: Who are you?
VictimX14:
I'm in the chat area with you right now too.
Evil_Sarah: Support/Recovery?
VictimX14:
Yes.
VictimX14:
I'm sending you a private message so we can talk in private.
Evil_Sarah: Oh. I see.
Evil_Sarah: I didn't know
that you could do that.
VictimX14:
I know how badly you must feel
VictimX14:
but trust me, suicide is not the answer.
Evil_Sarah: How can you
possibly know how I feel?
VictimX14:
I am also a survivor of rape, Sarah.
VictimX14:
I feel the pain of that memory every day of my life.
VictimX14:
Are you in counseling right now?
Evil_Sarah: No.
VictimX14:
Well the first thing you need to do is to enter counceling.
Evil_Sarah: Really?
VictimX14:
Yes
Evil_Sarah: Do you think
that will help?
VictimX14:
Absolutely. You can not go through this alone.
Evil_Sarah: I know.
Evil_Sarah: That's why
I'm here trying to talk to others about it.
VictimX14:
I'm here for you.
Evil_Sarah: You're so
sweet. Thank you for talking to me.
Evil_Sarah: Ever since
it happened, nothing has been the same.
Evil_Sarah: I'm all grown
up now and I always feel empty inside.
Evil_Sarah: Like there's
just something missing.
Evil_Sarah: It has been
the same since that day.
VictimX14:
It never really leaves you.
Evil_Sarah: It's like
that day changed me forever. You know?
VictimX14:
I know.
VictimX14:
It did.
Evil_Sarah: Yeah. I don't
think It will ever feel the same again. No matter how hard I try
VictimX14:
It has taken me years to try to put that awful memory behind me.
Evil_Sarah: Sometimes
I feel like I'll never have those feelings again.
VictimX14:
Well you just have to move ahead and try to help others.
VictimX14:
That is what I have found to be the most therepudic
Evil_Sarah: Have you been
able to help anyone?
VictimX14:
I hope so.
Evil_Sarah: How is that
possible?
VictimX14:
Am I helping you? I just try to be there for support.
Evil_Sarah: Support?
Evil_Sarah: Wait a second.
You don't understand.
Evil_Sarah: This was my
father that did this to me.
VictimX14:
I know. You told me that.
VictimX14:
It's going to be ok.
Evil_Sarah: No. It's not
going to be OK.
Evil_Sarah: I was 12 years
old. Do you understand?
VictimX14:
I do. I was 23 at the time of the rape.
Evil_Sarah: No. Listen
to me.
Evil_Sarah: I was 12.
Evil_Sarah: I had just
reached puberty and my body was still developing.
Evil_Sarah: I was still
a little girl!
Evil_Sarah: And he was
a grown man!
VictimX14:
I'm so sorry honey.
Evil_Sarah: Don't be sorry.
VictimX14:
Sarah. Try not to get too upset
Evil_Sarah: I'm not upset,
and I don't' think you understand my problem.
Evil_Sarah: And I don't
think that there's any way you can help me either.
VictimX14:
What do you mean?
Evil_Sarah: Do you have
any idea how huge a grown man's penis looks to a 12 year old girl?
Evil_Sarah: When I was
12, I probably weighed 60 pounds at the most.
Evil_Sarah: Now that I'm
an adult, I weigh 240.
VictimX14:
I don't understand
VictimX14:
Do you think your weight is a result of the incest?
Evil_Sarah: No. I lift
weights.
Evil_Sarah: Look. If my
dad's penis was let's say 6 inches long
Evil_Sarah: I'm 4 times
the size I was back then.
Evil_Sarah: In order for
me to get that same kind of sensation
Evil_Sarah: I'm going
to have to find a guy with a 24 inch dick.
Evil_Sarah: There just
aren't any guys with 2 food dicks around here.
VictimX14:
That's not funny, Sarah.
Evil_Sarah: Yeah. No kidding.
Evil_Sarah: So you said
you can help me?
VictimX14:
Well I was trying
Evil_Sarah: What, do you
know a guy that has a huge cock for me?
Evil_Sarah: Does he play
basketball?
VictimX14:
I don't think that this is funny Sarah.
VictimX14:
If this is your way of dealing with your rape, then it's not a very healthy
one
Evil_Sarah: Come on.
Evil_Sarah: You mean to
tell me you never saw your dad's junk when he got out of the shower?
Evil_Sarah: Admit it.
Didn't it turn you on a little bit?
Evil_Sarah: Don't you
wish he would have forced it on you?
VictimX14:
You're disgusting.
VictimX14:
Are you insane?
Evil_Sarah: I think you
might just be a little jealous of me, that's all.
VictimX14:
Did you plan this? Did you come into this room to play jokes?
Evil_Sarah: Haven't you
ever been fisted?
Evil_Sarah: Don't you
know how good that feels?
VictimX14:
You must be crazy. How can you even say these things?
Evil_Sarah: Do you know
what a Donkey Punch is?
VictimX14:
I'm reporting you. Goodbye.
Evil_Sarah: I'm sorry.
Don't go
VictimX14:
your sick and disturbed and youre probably not even a woman.
Evil_Sarah: Hey! Now that's
not a joke.
Evil_Sarah: I'm ALL woman,
honey.
Evil_Sarah: What's black
and blue and hates sex?
VictimX14:
What?
Evil_Sarah: A rape victim.
Evil_Sarah:
Get it?
Evil_Sarah: Now that's
a joke.
Evil_Sarah: So you want
to meet for lunch sometime?
VictimX14:
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